Saturday, July 23, 2011

miss independent


i like to think of myself as very independent. but when gordon is gone i realize i'm not.  i'm just not myself.  i don't eat like i normally do (meaning it's pretty much just cereal for dinner, if there's dinner at all).  i don't go on evening walks with my dogs.  i don't laugh near as often.  i'm extremely bored.  i don't have anyone to share my lame daily stories with.  and if he's out of cell service i don't get to hear 'i love you' multiple times a day.  no morning kisses.  no good night kisses.  and sleep?  what's that.

so i guess what i'm saying is i need him.

i am also saying something i never thought i would say, but i can't wait for summer to be over.  scouting trips are significantly reduced once summer ends.

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