i like to think of myself as very independent. but when gordon is gone i realize i'm not. i'm just not myself. i don't eat like i normally do (meaning it's pretty much just cereal for dinner, if there's dinner at all). i don't go on evening walks with my dogs. i don't laugh near as often. i'm extremely bored. i don't have anyone to share my lame daily stories with. and if he's out of cell service i don't get to hear 'i love you' multiple times a day. no morning kisses. no good night kisses. and sleep? what's that.
so i guess what i'm saying is i need him.
i am also saying something i never thought i would say, but i can't wait for summer to be over. scouting trips are significantly reduced once summer ends.
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